Many people do not like me. It took me years and years, but now I understand this fact. Until the sixth or seventh year of school, I was totally unaware. I was still myself, no matter how weird or annoying, and I never thought that maybe someone would not like me.
At a certain point, your mind changes, and suddenly the only thing that matters is yours. You want to match. You need to match.
I was piano at the age of seven and I was very good at this. Later, I discovered that the piano was not so interesting to me. So when I saw my name as second in the piano competition, I was very scared. I did not want people to know, because playing the piano by me was not interesting to me.
During my high school and middle school, I was always in touch with what I wanted to say, and before I spoke I was controlling all my words. Will people think what I’m saying is interesting? Will they accept what I say?
The main push was to violate the main thoughts that were in my mind. Strangely enough, this made me feel less like me.
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